"24 hours in the day, always high mate. What more can i really say? That ain"t right, mate."
"You should be living your life, have a quick taste. But here you"re splitting your mind And slowly dying for fucks sake."
I"m silently choking on the smoke that I"m toking and I"m secretly hoping for a new way of coping, but this drug got me folding and I"m inwardly holding, all these bottled emotions so they"ll fail to notice, than I"m struggling with coping. Psychosis. I know this, not enough to control it. No will left to own it...
and I know that I promised I"d have the strength and the courage, but these days feel so cold and my nights are the longest.
Apologies left unspoken,
A young girl left heart broken and a voice in my head telling me that
"This is all hopeless"...
"24 hours in the day, always high mate. What more can i really say? That ain"t right, mate.
You should be living your life, have a quick taste. But here you"re splitting your mind And slowly dying for fucks sake."
I preyed the drugs that I"m taking would help with some alleviating this pain in my heart and this stress off my chest, but I still can"t know calm, so how can i rest?..
...I just turn,
and I churn,
and my skin,
starts to burn.
When will I learn?
When will this work?
Will I forget her name?
before I"m in the dirt?
"24 hours in the day, always high mate. What more can i really say? That ain"t right, mate."
"You should be living your life, have a quick taste. But here you"re splitting your mind And slowly dying for fucks sake.
You"ll think you are dying, scared, and crying."
"Aint no use denying, you"re running out of time, man..."
"Smoke this joint and see no point.
It"s all you"ve got, now your lives devoid."
Hahahahaha...
"don"t think about it, right mate..
It"ll be alright, mate."
"It"s time to say good night, mate.."
Hahahahaha... *Kissing sound*
Sleep tight mate...
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