Lit Me Up

[Intro]
Thought I had too much on my plate (too much)
Every little problem felt great, in the worst way
Kept saying, "this must be a mistake"
Talking like that pain was my name tag
[Verse 1]
I was drowning in lies
Scroll glow in my eyes
Telling everybody "I'm fine"
When I barely survived
Wouldn’t put down my pride
Sharp tongue, cold replies
Heart heavy like it’s zip-tied
To the mess in my mind (yah)
Running from the mirror, couldn’t face that
Blamed the whole world, wrote the same track
Dark in my chest like a flashback
Tried to drink it down, but it came back
[Chorus]
That's when He lit me up
Right there in the crash, in the cut
Pulled me from the mud, from the flood
I was lost in the smoke, in the buzz
That's when He lit me up
Hit my shadow with a holy touch
Turned my "never" to "enough"
Turned my "maybe" into trust
That's when He lit me up
[Verse 2]
Yeah, pockets light but the soul rich (soul rich)
Used to chase every short fix, long list
Of the times that I folded, I broke quick
Told Him, "if You real, then show it" (show it)
Then peace dropped heavy in the chaos
Like a seatbelt lock in a spinout
He ain’t change the storm, brought a way out
Had to let my fake crown fall, that’s a trade-off
Now I’m cutting off the lies at the root, huh (snip)
Friends still stuck in the loop, huh
They say, "bro, what changed you?"
I just point up, say, "Truth, bruh" (BANZ)
[Chorus]
[Chorus]

rap, Moody trap-rap with airy pads and a bell lead over a swung, head-nodding beat; verses ride a tight, conversational flow with ad-libs tucked in the sides, chorus opens up with layered, melodic rap vocals and a wider stereo field. 808s hit deep but leave space for fast hi-hats and occasional reverse effects; final hook adds extra harmonies and drops some drums for a lift.