[Verse 1]
I birthed two kids and then a ghost
text once a week like that's involved
scroll their photos like a thief
steal the credit, skip the grief
Every fight, I load the gun
aim at myself, blame everyone
turn the house into a test
fail them first, then call it stress
[Chorus]
I'm the razor in the mirror
cutting every line I hide
ugly in the daylight
rotten on the inside
I'm the reason that they flinch
every time I raise my voice
I don't deserve their faces
I already made my choice
[Verse 2]
I say "I'm fine" and starve the room
feed them silence, serve them gloom
promise change, then check out fast
love on credit, pay in gas
Therapist on double speed
nodding while I prove my greed
turn my trauma into drag
wear it like a martyr flag (yeah)
[Chorus]
I'm the razor in the mirror
cutting every line I hide
ugly in the daylight
rotten on the inside
I'm the reason that they flinch
every time I raise my voice
I don't deserve their faces
I already made my choice
[Bridge]
I taught them distance
by walking away
taught them mistrust
with every delay
taught them to harden
seeing me lie
they learned from my patterns
how to say goodbye
[Chorus]
I'm the razor in the mirror
every scar is signed by me
monster in a mom mask
this is my reality
I'm the reason they stay small
so I don't have to grow
I'm the razor in the mirror
and that's the only truth I know