I am a disgrace

I say I'm poison

Call myself a curse

List every bad thing

Always pick the worst

I build the verdict

Before the jury speaks

Throw away the key

On my own heartbeat

But I'm still breathing

So there's something left to save

If I'm this broken

Why do I still fell

Reaching for a light

I swear I don't deserve

I am a disgrace

Why does this hurt

I drag my name

Across the dirt again

'm hated so much

I lose everyone

I call it justice

Really it's a shield

If you see a monster

You won't see me healed

But I'm still breathing

So if there's something left to save

I'm so broken

Why do I still care

Reaching for a light

I swear I don't deserve you

I am a disgrace

Why does this hurt so bad

What if the worst of me

Is not the whole of me

What if the shame I wear

Is just a story

'Cause I'm still breathing

So there's something left to save

Why am i this broken

I can be better please

Help me show me light

But I don't deserve

I am a disgrace

this hurt to accept

I am a disgrace

Why does this hurt so much (yeah).... because I know this is the end.