Colors

(Intro)

People change

People wander

People run from the ones

They used to call lover

People stray away

From their mothers

But I can’t stay

When no one wants me around

I walk on the curb

Down Lonely Avenue

I burned every bridge

From everyone I knew

I don’t wanna live

But God still wants me to

Buy how am I supposed to view

A life without color

(Verse 1)

Damn

I lay in bed

I hate my meds

Thoughts racing in my hеad

I roll over

Then I notice

I ain’t sobеr

The pain is my friend

Because happy’s never over

A loaner

With a motor that stays on E

Never thought I’d be like this

Poor me

Can’t you see that I need a friend

I’m only twenty eight

But I feel I’ve reached the end

Damn

Do You ever feel like pain is endless

Like it never gets better

It just stays relentless

Forensics couldn’t solve this brain of mine

I lost my mind

So it’s hard to find

Some time

To reflect

But instead I sweat

Regret

Retread

All I do’s neglect

My sanity

No vanity

See people stare

But no one cares

Chorus)

I was a mess

Where I used to be living

I thought that I could rid my depression

But my thoughts never ease up

The seasons they freeze up

I’m screaming for reasons

But I don’t recognize myself in the mirror

I swear this reflection I see ain’t me

This medication I’m on

Don’t make it no clearer

My therapist keeps telling me

To keep holding on

But what’s a life without color

People change

People wander

People run from the ones

They used to call lover

People stray away

From their mothers

But I can’t stay

When no one wants me around

I walk on the curb

Down Lonely Avenue

I burned every bridge

From everyone I knew

I don’t wanna live

But God still wants me to

Buy how am I supposed to view

A life without color

Verse 2)

Foods even tasting bland

Been drunk all week

Sobers tasting bad

Still parked in the rain

While I wait for gas

But this weeks been trash

It can’t wait to pass

I’m over

Loaner down lonely roads

By mood plays games

Like it’s different modes

Different strokes

Made for some different folks

People say I’m living different

Am I living

No

I wanna thank my stress

I wanna thank my meds

One more therapy sesh

Maybe that’ll fix my mess

That I call my head

With a brain depressed

I need to take some time

Till they ask me why

Then I lie

And I say I’m fine

Just hold the line

There’s some color in life

But jokes on me

Cuz I’m color blind

(Chorus)

I was a mess

Where I used to be living

I thought that I could rid my depression

But my thoughts never ease up

The seasons they freeze up

I’m screaming for reasons

But I don’t recognize myself in the mirror

I swear this reflection I see ain’t me

This medication I’m on

Don’t make it no clearer

My therapist keeps telling me

To keep holding on

But what’s a life without color

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Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

How am I supposed to view

A life without color