[verse1]
I've been a pill that's hard to swallow
Message to my wife
I don't even deserve the husband title
Honey , I'm so sorry
I know I made promises to you things you and I were gunna do but didn't fall threw
do to my past cought up to my ass
but you stay with me even when I was behind glass
I'm so sorry I harshy made things so hardy
Sorry that I chose work and put it above you
Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
Give it up, how the fuck do
I not love you more than a deal?
Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor, wonder will
[chorus]
Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to help
[verse2]
Honey, sorry that being with me it's been so uneasy
Sorry that I thought of myself and not you, but thank you for staying with me and continue to believe me
been trying to give you a life of nothing but perfect why that finger of yours has a ring
that fits perfect
to my kids
as you Grow up I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you
Things I wanted to see you do, this is my song from me to you
Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated
God, what the - do you want me to do?
[chorus]
Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to help