Save me

I've been a pill that's hard to swallow

Message to my wife

I don't even deserve the husband title

Honey , I'm so sorry

I know I made promises to you things you and I were gunna do but didn't fall threw

do to my past cought up to my ass

but you stay with me even when I was behind glass

I'm so sorry I harshy made things so hardy

Sorry that I chose work and put it above you

Sorry that I didn't love you enough to

Give it up, how the fuck do

I not love you more than a deal?

Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor, wonder will

Somebody save me, me from myself

I've spent so long livin' in hell

They say my lifestyle is bad for my health

It's the only thing that seems to help

Honey, sorry that being with me it's been so uneasy

Sorry that I thought of myself and not you, but thank you for staying with me and continue to believe me

been trying to give you a life of nothing but perfect why that finger of yours has a ring

that fits perfect

to my kids

as you Grow up I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you

Things I wanted to see you do, this is my song from me to you

Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated

God, what the - do you want me to do?

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Somebody save me, me from myself

I've spent so long livin' in hell

They say my lifestyle is bad for my health

It's the only thing that seems to help