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I just can't stop thinking about it

how you held me

how you scared me

with how you felt

I can't get it out of my head

How you said my name

How you shared my pain

How you tangled up your fingers

inside my hair

I felt like living

I felt like dying

I felt like falling deep or high flying

I felt like it'd kill me

if you ever knew

how it felt that day

Knowingly losing you

The look in your eyes

And smiling white stars

The deeply blue sky

we were older

it won't happen twice

and still we sat down

curled up

from dusk till dawn

wishing to change

how it made us cry

I felt like living

I felt like dying

I felt like loudly laughing or quietly crying

I felt like it'd kill me

if you ever knew

How it hurt

almost having you

So we'll meet up again

blind to the fact

that lying then trying

is how this thing gets

I'm shutting the door

not locking them up

not fully closed

Not sleeping tonight

i'll listen to the

cracking of floor

just in case

you'll come back home

I felt like living

I felt like dying

I felt like falling, flying, laughing and hysterically crying

I felt like it'd be it

like it was the end

but i'll tell you bout it

when I see you again