[Verse]
I just can't stop thinking about it
how you held me
how you scared me
with how you felt
I can't get it out of my head
How you said my name
How you shared my pain
How you tangled up your fingers
inside my hair
[Chorus 1]
I felt like living
I felt like dying
I felt like falling deep or high flying
I felt like it'd kill me
if you ever knew
how it felt that day
Knowingly losing you
[Verse]
The look in your eyes
And smiling white stars
The deeply blue sky
we were older
it won't happen twice
and still we sat down
curled up
from dusk till dawn
wishing to change
how it made us cry
[Chorus 2]
I felt like living
I felt like dying
I felt like loudly laughing or quietly crying
I felt like it'd kill me
if you ever knew
How it hurt
almost having you
[Verse]
So we'll meet up again
blind to the fact
that lying then trying
is how this thing gets
I'm shutting the door
not locking them up
not fully closed
Not sleeping tonight
i'll listen to the
cracking of floor
just in case
you'll come back home
[Chorus 3 - End Chorus]
I felt like living
I felt like dying
I felt like falling, flying, laughing and hysterically crying
I felt like it'd be it
like it was the end
but i'll tell you bout it
when I see you again