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Verse 1:

Not a day goes by, I don’t think about our goodbye

Your tears hit the floor, wonderin’ if it was all a lie

Promised to stay by your side, but I let those words fade

The bed you made, I laid in it, then I dug my own grave

Took the love you gave, played with it, actin’ like a fool

Touched you when I should’ve held you, broke every rule

You stayed through my flaws, hopin’ I’d find my way

Pretty young thing, I reeled you in, then I cut you away

Loosened up the strings, thought I’d feel no pain

Now I’m stuck with my regrets, and they’re callin’ your name

Bridge:

I’m haunted by the nights we used to vibe ‘til the dawn

Every choice I made keeps playin’ back like a song

Tryna rewrite our past, but the pages won’t turn

How do I face myself knowin’ I let you burn?

Chorus:

I should’ve loved you when the fire was still lit

Gave you my worst, let your heart take the hit

Now I’m drownin’ in this guilt, heart poundin’ like the bass

Wish I could hit rewind, bring you back to that place

I should’ve loved you, not chased what wasn’t true

Lost in my own mess, I let go of you

Now I’m reachin’ through the dark, hopin’ you’re still near

Wish I could fix my wrongs, show you I’m sincere

Verse 2:

This story stays untold, locked deep in my chest

It’s beggin’ to unfold, but I’m scared of the mess

Frozen on that page where I watched you walk out

You’re writin’ new lines, while I’m stuck in my doubt

Now that I’m grown, I see the weight of my sins

I stole your love away, left holes where we’d been

Your forgiveness cuts deep, ‘cause I don’t deserve your grace

I hate myself, that’s why I keep everybody at a distance

Can’t look in your eyes, my shame’s too much to face

You’re too real, too pure, while I’m lost in disgrace

Your light’s a mirror, shows the truth I can’t take

Too kind to hate me, though I earned every break

Bridge:

I’m haunted by the nights we used to vibe ‘til the dawn

Every choice I made keeps playin’ back like a song

Tryna rewrite our past, but the pages won’t turn

How do I face myself knowin’ I let you burn?

Chorus:

I should’ve loved you when the fire was still lit

Gave you my worst, let your heart take the hit

Now I’m drownin’ in this guilt, heart poundin’ like the bass

Wish I could hit rewind, bring you back to that place

I should’ve loved you, not chased what wasn’t true

Lost in my own mess, I let go of you

Now I’m reachin’ through the dark, hopin’ you’re still near

Wish I could fix my wrongs, show you I’m sincere

Outro:

The day we split keeps me up through the night

I did everything to leave, you did everything to make it right

Your skin’s dark, but you shine so bright, light up the whole damn block

It was never your battle, never your fight, I left you to carry the cost

If I could, I’d hold you with all that I am

When I should’ve loved you, I was seekin’ love too

Chasin’ shadows in my head, when the truth was you