It was early summer, the first warm days,
I was with a foolish soul, but she wasn’t to blame.
Her foolishness saved me from the things
that would have happened if I hadn’t landed with you.
What would have been without you?
I don’t know… or do I?
I don’t know.
When you called, you told me straight who you are,
and I had no problem— I was drawn to you.
A cellar, a man, a girl— but it isn’t what you think, no!
But He is ELEUSIUS . He gave me a safe place to sleep.
*You can’t believe it, it won’t fit in your heads,
I’m not angry with you—I didn’t know any other way,
but believe me when I say, **HE IS better than you all**.*
I’ve never felt as safe as that night,
because I felt it—you are a different man,
the kind every man should be.
Even when I faced the greatest fear of my life,
it vanished the moment I was in your arms.
It became clear: I want to be with you, forever.
You were sent from heaven, a gift, a shield, my healing.
Your beautiful eyes looked at me, and I knew I was safe.
Your patience, your care, your honesty, your respect—
and especially your understanding of my sad past.
You listened, you lifted me, you wept with me, you laughed with me.
You gave me the strength to keep going.
When I heard your story, I realized I should stop crying,
trust you, no matter what you say.
You’ll thank me someday for having trusted you.
You are the reason I’ve lived the most beautiful time of my life—
you and I together, day and night,
the moon hanging deep over the rooftops, then disappearing,
the world fell silent for a moment, but we held on
until infinity.
I can’t show you my love, it’s too much.
I know I haven’t always been an angel,
maybe I let others sway me because I doubted myself,
but in my heart there was only you.
Believe this: I only wanted to be a light in your life,
and I almost took your light away.
I need a little for some things, but I internalize it **like no other person**…
I love looking at your beautiful face, knowing you are my soul‑mate.
Words can’t describe what I feel, but every time I see you I know
you are my anchor, my home, my peace.
If I stumble, it’s not because of you—
for you it’s worth staying the course.
You are my light.
I can’t help it—please don’t be too angry with me.
I always thought I could endure anything, just not your absence.
I’ve done a lot of crap, said a lot of nonsense, often knowing it was wrong.
I’m not as strong as you; I’ve been too weak.
Yet my heart screams only for you, for your closeness…
Fly high above the clouds…
All I want is for you to find your happiness.
