“Loyalty Means Nothing to”
You said “I love you” like a daily routine,
Said I was the only one, the only you’d need.
Swore I was forever, swore you couldn’t leave,
Then stood by the door saying, “Take me home. I wanna leave.”
That back and forth that whiplash love
That’s not confusion, that’s abuse dressed up.
One foot in my heart, one foot gone cold,
Every promise breaking before it got old.
Loyalty. Say it again. You love that word.
You just never live it, you only let it be heard.
You swear allegiance while shopping for more,
Then act shocked when I’m bleeding on the floor.
Promise after promise after promise, cracked!
You stack them like bodies, never looking back.
You don’t stand on your word, you piss on it clean,
Then blame me for drowning in what you didn’t mean.
Every day it was “You’re all I want, all I need,”
Next breath it’s threats and emotional blackmail on me.
“Fuck me, or I’ll get it elsewhere,”
That’s not love, that’s coercion wrapped in despair.
You don’t crave connection, you crave supply,
And when I set boundaries, you punish, deny.
You seek other women, then crawl back with lies,
Call it a mistake while you sharpen the knife.
Loyalty means nothing.
Love means less.
You trade them both when you don’t get impressed.
You don’t stay steady, you stay convenient,
Faithful only when it benefits you in the minute.
You destroyed our future by never standing still,
Never knowing tomorrow, just threats dressed as will.
I needed consistency, safety, a man I could trust
All you proved is you’re not built for either of us.
You throw my name around like trash in the street,
Cut me down daily just to feel elite.
Insults like habits, cruelty casual, slick harsh tongue full of lies
You shrink women down so you can feel big.
You chipped my confidence sentence by sentence,
Made me question my worth while you dodged repentance.
You don’t uplift, you erode and demean,
Then ask why love doesn’t feel serene.
This wasn’t passion. This was control.
Love doesn’t threaten to walk when it’s told “no.”
Love doesn’t cheat, lie, insult, or scare,
Love doesn’t vanish the moment it’s asked to care.
You broke my heart, my spirit, my faith in the word,
You made love unstable, unsafe, absurd.
You didn’t just hurt me, you trained me to ache,
To brace for the next promise you were ready to break.
And loyalty, don’t say it again.
Your mouth cheapens it every time it pretends.
You don’t lose women because they’re “crazy” or “insane,”
You lose them because you never loved, only drained.
One day you’ll swear you loved me “the most,”
But regret won’t rebuild what your actions demolished.
You’ll miss the woman who begged you to stay true,
Long after I stop missing anything about you.
Because I didn’t lose love, I lost the illusion,
And you lost the only person who believed your delusion.
And now my love has found the conclusion.
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