263 Million Reasons

I wish you were gone, fading like the dawn,

263 million reasons, but I can’t move on.

Echoes in the silence, where we used to tread,

Every whispered longing makes me wish you were dead.

In the shadows of our memories, I’m haunted by your ghost,

Walking through the ashes, I remember what I lost the most.

You were laughter in my madness, a spark in my despair,

But each day is a prison, and I’m gasping for fresh air.

Thoughts like a tempest, swirling in my mind,

Chained to the past, yet I’m feeling so confined.

263 million reasons burning through the night,

But I’m fighting this battle, it’s a losing fight.

I wish you were dead (yeah)

263 million reasons going through my head

I wish you were dead (yeah)

So I never have to live a day knowing what I don’t have

I wish you were dead (yeah)

If I close my eyes tight, maybe I’ll see

A world without your heart causing agony.

But here in the twilight, I stay lost in dread,

Clutching at the remnants of everything we said.

Every promise we made like a blade in my heart,

You painted my sky blue, but now we’re worlds apart.

Every second I linger feels like an eternity,

263 million reasons, drowning me silently.

Chasing these phantoms that called you my own,

In this hollow silence, I’m forever alone.

263 million wishes to forget what we had,

But the memories keep flooding, making me mad.

I wish you were dead (yeah)

263 million reasons going through my head

I wish you were dead (yeah)

So I never have to live a day knowing what I don’t have

I wish you were dead (yeah)

Thoughts like a tempest, swirling in my mind,

Chained to the past, yet I’m feeling so confined.

263 million reasons burning through the night,

But I’m fighting this battle, it’s a losing fight.

I wish you were dead (yeah)

263 million reasons going through my head

I wish you were dead (yeah)

So I never have to live a day knowing what I don’t have

I wish you were dead (yeah)

If I close my eyes tight, maybe I’ll see

A world without your heart causing agony.

But here in the twilight, I stay lost in dread,

Clutching at the remnants of everything we said.

Every promise we made like a blade in my heart,

You painted my sky blue, but now we’re worlds apart.

Every second I linger feels like an eternity,

263 million reasons, drowning me silently.

Chasing these phantoms that called you my own,

In this hollow silence, I’m forever alone.

263 million wishes to forget what we had,

But the memories keep flooding, making me mad.

I wish you were dead (yeah)

263 million reasons going through my head

I wish you were dead (yeah)

So I never have to live a day knowing what I don’t have

I wish you were dead (yeah)

Maybe someday I’ll find the strength to let go,

But as long as you linger, my heart won’t know.

263 million reasons, fading with the night,

Wishing you were dead, just to find the light.