We wait

(Chorus-Slow almost spoken harmony to praise)- If I leave here tonight. (oh god) 
Lights turns to darkness, as I shut my eyes
Pain turns away (away oh god) 
Sin turns to guilt, my shame turns your eyes from me
Away from me. 
Pray for me. Don’t stray from me (oh god) 

(Verse one- Deep versatile melodic rap) 
Lost at a young age. Lost in these pages. Lost. Turned away. Cried out in rage. You didn’t see me. At least I believed it. 
Cried out alone, in a pit I called home. I need you. Needed a home, needed a voice. Lost. Chased by legions, who fight for my throne. Oh god! Didn’t you see me. Seen how I pleaded. Pleaded for a father. To see me in my shame. To say I’m not broken, to cry out my name.. I needed you. But in my heart. In my heart I was afraid. To say.

(Chorus-Slow emotional harmony)- If I leave here tonight. (oh god) 
Lights turns to darkness, as I shut my eyes
Pain turns away (away oh god) 
Sin turns to guilt, my shame turns your eyes from me
Away from me. 
Pray for me. Don’t stray from me (oh god) 

(Verse two- Melodic slow start to emotional cry)- Out of the hell I climbed. Rose from the chains. Winds wouldn’t speak. No the rain didn’t rinse this darkness. The fall was to great. Since I was young I fell away. I hated you. I burned every time I heard of you. Oh god. But here I am. Here I am now. Even though I feel I don’t deserve it. Pray with no purpose. Wanted you to reach for me and show me I’m not worthless. Give me purpose. Cause 

(Chorus-heavy praise harmony to praise)- If I leave here tonight. (oh god) 
Lights turns to darkness, as I shut my eyes
Pain turns away (away oh god) 
Sin turns to guilt, my shame turns your eyes from me
Away from me. 
Pray for me. Don’t stray from me (oh god) 

(Verse three- with harmonizing adlibs) 
Present day shines bright, in the midst of this dark dark world. Lights in your church dims darker from the ways, of the deceiver. I am afraid. I’m afraid of going into the dark once more. Blind man leads, young ones bleed, Lands been seized, in your light. This world don’t feel like home anymore. Cursed by time, with a loop that’s intertwined. Nothings really new it’s all by design. And they know it too. I’m sorry. Since the beginning I was too. So before I close my eyes I want to say to you. 

(Chorus-Slow start turns to choir background) - If we leave here tonight. (oh god) 
Lights turns to darkness, as we shut our eyes 
Pain turns away (away oh god) 
Sin turns to guilt, our shame turns your eyes from us
Away oh god
Pray for us. Don’t stray from us (oh god) 
We wait
We wait for your return. 
Even if im judge and sent away 
I’ll wait 
I’ll wait for you

Male Melodic heavy metal praise and emotional