I deserve more ..

I’m at a point where I’m done

I packed my heart in a paper bag

Tossed it in the backseat with my past

No map no compass just the open road

Your words still echo but they’re losing hold

I’m not the girl who stays and cries

I’m the woman packs up and flies

Goodbye to the constant yelling

Goodbye to the tears in the shower

I’m walking toward the sunlight

Outrunning the pain

I deserve better

Better than this

I can’t keep feeling disappointed

Can’t keep ingnotinh We are no longer connected

Your promises were like broken strings

On A guitar that never learned to sing

I danced alone in the dark for too long

Now Im changing the tune of this song

Iv stayed in this far too long

Hoping you could change

But boy was I wrong

I’m not the fool who begs for more

I’m the storm that breaks the door

Goodbye to the banging on the door

Goodbye to the body shaming

I’m walking toward the sunlight

Outrunning the pain

I deserve better

Better than this

I deserve to be introduced

As your girlfriend

I deserve A clear path to One day being a wife

You are not what I deserve so

Goodbye to this mess

It won’t be missed