Wraith Mode

I don’t feel normal, I feel haunted

Every thought I got is sharpened

Like a blade in the dark where I started

From the part of me I discarded

I don’t sleep, I just drift in static

Head full of noise, it’s automatic

Every memory turns erratic

Like a loop that’s psychopathic

I been low where the sun don’t reach

Where the silence starts to speak

Every shadow got teeth

But I don’t run, I just meet it

Call it pain, I call it fuel

Turn the ugly into rule

I don’t bend for no school

I was built in the crude

I don’t ask for no light now

I adapted to the night now

Every demon I invite now

Just becomes part of my pipeline

I move cold, not emotional

Not heartless, just operational

Every wound turned motivational

Every loss informational

They don’t get what I carry

Whole mind feel like a cemetery

But I walk through it steady

Like it’s nothing that can bury me

I don’t fear what I see there

I just stare till it reappear

Every ghost in the mirror

Starts to feel a bit clearer

I been fractured, still standing

Every break made me landing

On a version more demanding

Of the chaos I’m handling

I don’t talk, I just signal

Through distortion and ripple

Every feeling is brittle

But it still moves a little

I don’t need no redemption

I don’t want no exemption

From the weight of attention

I just use it as tension

I been carved by the pressure

Every scar is a lecture

Turn the hurt into texture

Now I move like a vector

No salvation agenda

Just a mind I remember

From the coldest December

Where I learned to surrender

Not to people or system

But the noise in the distance

That keeps calling persistence

From the dark in existence

I don’t break, I just deepen

Every night I’m not sleeping

Is a pact I’m still keeping

With the parts I’m still feeding

I don’t shine, I just flicker

Like a flame getting thicker

In the smoke and the liquor

Of a life going quicker

But I stay in the motion

Like a curse or devotion

Every drop of emotion

Turns to something I’m holding

Not a saint, not a martyr

Just a mind going farther

Through the pain getting harder

Like it’s part of the starter

I don’t end, I evolve it

Every problem I solve it

By absorbing and altering

Till it no longer haunts me