[Intro]
[Talking]
[Male Vocals]
You know it’s hard to say if anyone cares for me. I’ve been abandoned, left in my old house. Im grateful tho, somehow the lights turned back on, cooking old spaghetti noodles and spoiled crab meat for dinner. Cause no one keeps me in their mind long enough to worry if I’m eating or not. Met the girl of my dreams; At least I thought…. Most days she seems like everyone else girl and Im just a dream.
[Break]
[soft melody]
[Female vocal]
I love you girl~
[Small pause]
[Female Vocals]
I meant that from the heart.
[Small pause]
[Male Vocals]
Can’t -trust you- tho~
[small pause]
[Male Vocals]
You still being deceived by the devil.
[small pause]
[Male Vocals]
There’s no blame on you~
[small pause]
[Female Vocals
Put the blame on me.
[Catchy Hook]
[Pre Chorus]
[Male Vocals]
I thought you were the one for me, I really thought you could heal this king.
Patience and trust is a virtue, you had neither for me.
[Verse]
[Male Vocals]
How could you let down a dreamer.
[Sad Verse]
[Male vocals]
He Thought he was coming home to a queen; Locked up in the pin, come to find out you’re pregnant.
[verse]
[Male Vocals]
You really are something, I should have know from the start. You played with my mind and heart.
[Sad Verse]
[Male Vocals]
Like everyone else you LIE! to me…… Brained so fucked up for you; created a story he can’t have kids, this baby might be a gift from God!
[Angry Verse]
[Male Vocals
Knock on these jails walls, hoping I don’t speak that into existence. Loved you in every possible way a man can love. Sometimes I don’t even know what I loved about you.
But you weren’t a woman and he wasn’t a man, we really didn’t know any better.
[Verse]
[Male Vocals]
Praying to god next time things come around your flirtatious and my broke syndrome is over!!!
[Rhythm Verse]
[Male Vocals]
I thought you saw what I saw, our souls should be. My God showed me we belong together. So why you do the things you do. I thought this was Adam and Eve second coming, no~ more, repeated mistakes.
[melodic interlude]
[Break]
[Chorus]
[Female Vocals]
I love you girl~
[Small pause]
[Female]
I meant that that from the heart.
[Small pause]
[Male Vocals]
Can’t -trust you- tho~
[small pause]
[Male Vocals]
You still being deceived by the devil.
[small pause]
[Male Vocals]
There’s no blame on you~
[small pause]
[Female Vocals]
Put the blame on me.
[small pause]
[Male Vocals]
I accept my fault as a boy, I watched you fall.
There’s no blame on you, put the blame on me
[Catchy Hook]
God as my witness there’s truth to these words, rain and thunder fell, call it Radien decapitated as I write these words. I write from the heart its second nature to me, speaking it tho I put in effort for you.
[percussion break]
[outro]
Im solitary by nature, who else is there for me to speak to. Just me and myself and a ghost thats you. Im so sick of being lonely.