[Verse 1]
Wake up tired
Still broke
Still wired
Phone screen glow
Same three apps
Same choir
Cold coffee ring
On a late bill letter
Hit snooze on the truth
Like it might get better
Used to chase big skies
On a hand-me-down bike
Now I chase back rent
And the neighbors fight
Every plan I made
Sleeping through my calls
Every dream I saved
Peeling off these walls
[Chorus]
I used to chase dreams
Then I overslept
Now every single day feel like a silent threat
Living in a nightmare
Blinking in the blue light
All I wanted was a song to make the wrong feel right
Eternal lonely
Eternal lonely
[Verse 2]
Clock says seven
Body says never
Same gray hoodie
Like my second weather
Laugh tracks leak
From the room next door
I scroll past lives
I can't afford
Put my real to reel
Talk to this old phone mic
Mumble in the static
Till the words sound right
If this hits somebody
Past their own damn fear
Play it in the dark
So I feel less here
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
If I sing it out loud
Does it break or bind me
If I write it all down
Will the hurt rewrite me
Leave a note on the fridge
"Be back when I'm ready"
But I’m still in this bed
Breathing slow and heavy
[Chorus]