A friendship worth fighting for

This is a friendship I thought would never end,

But I feel like I just lost my best friend.

I know you just got married, I should give you space,

But it’s breaking me, moving at your pace.

We never talk anymore,

I just wish I wasn’t the one you ignore.

I miss the civy I knew before,

Now I’m knocking on a locked door.

Do you ever miss me too,

Or am I the only one missing you

You’re the best friend I could ever ask for,

But I never thought I’d be the one you’d ignore.

People ask me how you’ve been, what’s new,

And it hurts every time I say I have no clue.

We never talk anymore,

I just wish I wasn’t the one you ignore.

I miss the civy I knew before,

Now I’m knocking on a locked door.

Do you ever miss me too,

Or am I the only one missing you?

The benefit of the doubt, I give it to you,

I tell myself you’re busy, that’s what you do.

I try to believe this distance is temporary,

But every silent day feels heavy.

I’ll admit it now, I miss you, it’s true,

And despite what you said, our friendship changed—so did you.

I’m holding on to memories we used to defend,

Hoping this isn’t really the end