A tattoo of your name

[Verse]
I was too afraid to tell you
How i really felt 
I guess afraid of rejection 
And now it is too late
I will always wonder what you would have said
I would rather tell you and have you laugh in my face
Then not be able to sleep, regretting being so scared
imagining what could have been
But I will never know 
[Chorus]
I will never know 
If you felt the same
You are gone forever 
There's no second chance 
All I have to remind me of you
Is a tattoo of your name
[Verse]
We were like Tom and Jerry
From the age of like eight
You always tried to catch me when I ran away
When you pulled my hair
I would scream "bloody murder"
And we'd start over again 
When we walked home from school 
Sometimes you'd hold my hand
[Chorus]
I will never know
If you felt how I felt
You are gone forever
There is no second chance
All I have to remember you by
Is a tattoo of your name
[Verse]
We never grew apart
Even as we grew older 
We could talk about everything 
Even about an awful Tinder date.
I'm not gonna lie
 It developed slowly,
I  wanted you to be more than just a friend 
But I was too scared to express my feelings 
I didn't know how you'd react
I was not ready to lose you
As my best friend
I wanted to tell you that I loved you,
So much more than as a friend
[Chorus]
Now I will never find out
Maybe you felt the same
And now you are gone 
Forever
I won't get another chance
All that I have left of you
Is a tattoo of your name
[Bridge]
I will never forget that horrible day 
your mother came to see me
It was  written all over her face 
I got the strangest feeling
She didn't say a word, 
But somehow I knew
I didn't know yet how
But I knew you were gone
I knew you were 
Aaaaaaahhh aaaaah 
[Pre outro]
I wish I had told you  
how I felt
About you
but I was so afraid to lose you as my friend
But now I have lost you 
Forever 
Anyway!
Oh why was I such a coward?
I should have told you everything.
At least you would have known 
How much I loved you 
[Outro]
I will never know
Maybe you felt the same
But now you are gone 
You are not coming back
There is no second chance
All that I have left of you
Is a tattoo of your name
Oooooh ooo oooooooh oh oh oh oooh

Female vocals, hard,  emotion, edgy, elements of trap, hip hop, EDM, Melancholic, lo-fi synthpop