Coping with issues

I'm an autistic introvert with A.D.D.

disorganized, but blessed with O.C.D.

I get panic attacks thanks to G.A.D.

I probably have the I.C.D. in my family tree

Dum da da da da dum

it sounds like a lot, but I'm doing fine

home with my dog and my closest people

the outside world is my biggest issue

People who know my name but not much more than that.

Da da da da da da dum dadadadadum

I've got issues, but I'm coping (coping)

i don't need advice about crystals, cleansing, or breathing techniques

i can handle my own demons, so stop butting in.

NO! I don't have to get out more.

I enjoy staying in ( I really do)

DADADA DA DUM

on occasions, I have no choice

take my magic meds, and then I go

O o o o

fix my hair and force myself out

(Out, out, out)

every light is switched on, and all thoughts are nice and clear

I'm focused like a hawk, swift like a navy seal

(Everything is crystal clear)

I run into some people I kinda know

Can't avoid them.

There's nowhere to go.

Da da da dam

I know where this is going, I've done it all before

Oooooooo oooo o o

here we go!

the high-pitched hiiiiiiiiii, compliments, how you doing

we must this, we must that, of course, let's do it.

(Are they done?)

oh damn I'm invited to a party. (What? How? I got distracted and I messed up)

my meds convince me a party sounds awesome

I can't stop myself. it's decided. I'm going (damn meds!)

yes, I've got issues, but I'm coping

let me do it they way I want it

I don't need an exorcism or crystals in my bra

I'll be fine. Don't drag me out

I'll be fine here at home

next day I check my phone

missed messages

directions

group chats about makeup.

discussions about shoes

Oh no no no no (what the hell did I do)

my mind is racing.

what should I wear, what should i say, do I have time for a haircut?

(I don't know, I don't know, I don't...)

OH girl, get real!

who am I trying to fool?

even my dog knows I'm not gonna go.

(THERE'S NO WAY I'LL GO)

anxiety builds, my head is spinning.

i need to let them know know, know, oh no, no, no, no

I just write in some chat

They can think what they want,

But I'm staying home.

Im staying home with my dog.

Hi girls

something came up, I won't make it

talk later, have fun

i know I've got issues, but I'm coping

as long as I can cope in my own way

i don't need a lot of friends

i don't have the need to party

I'd rather just chill at home with my dog

there's no need to worry

no need to drag me out

I'm doing life in my own way

don't feel sorry because I'm not like you

I don't want to change, don't try to make me be more like you

those are things you like to do

I think it's awesome so you be you

ooo oo ooo ohoh ooo

let me be me

that's all I need from you

belive me, I'm fine

I'm ok

just living life

my way.