Numbness takes its toll
Now I feel I'm on a roll
Losing all of my control
Going down the rabbit hole
Life's like fire burning
No longer yearning
Heart once mending
Now over bending
Trying to save my troubled mind
My soul so lost it's hard to find
Always on the fucking grind
Always in a wreckless bind
Someone please save me
How could they let this be
Can't they even see
This just ain't my cup of tea
My eyes once full of light
Darkened now by demons plight
Shadows lurking in the night
Bad dreams haunt my every sight