How I Feel

Monster haunting me

Bashing me with metal bars

Leaving mental scars

How could this be

A mentally ill girl so sweet

But became so sick

Drug abuse

Was no excuse

Twisted thoughts and memories

Painted the pictures on my arms you see

Through the night

I scream to give up the fight

Just pushing me away

Told me I'm not okay

What would you expect

With all these regrets

Don't tell me who I'm supposed to be

When you don't even know me

You refuse to hear my past

And now I'm drown fast

My feelings invalidated

My body left mutilated

I feel like a mistake

I guess I need a break