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I don’t wanna sleep and I don’t wanna feel this pain I thought it was a bad dream but fck it why dose love have to be so hard I can’t stop praying about her specially when she in trouble I wanna protect her and be by her side but now she gone im getting closer to loosing it why do I feel empty inside those pic we have will never fade sometimes I wonder how I fuck up trying to make this relationship work it makes my heart drop knowing she wants to move on I feel sadness and pain day by day I think im losing the love of my life giving her up I do never wanna do that money don’t make me feel better I rather be laughing with her all those memories just fade when u move on