Bad for My Health

Yeah, yeah, I know it’s bad for my health

Tried to drown the pain, but I keep to myself

Smoke in the air, still feel the ache

Running from myself, every breath I take

Night falls, shadows creeping on my mind

Running blind, can't find the peace that I need to find

Crush another pill down , trying to numb the hurt

Life's a battlefield, and I’m caught in the dirt

Thoughts are racing, can't keep them still

Every pill I pop, hoping it will heal

But these scars run deep, yeah, they run beneath

Feel like I’m fighting just to breathe

I know it’s bad for my health, yeah, that’s the truth

But I’m addicted to the pain, it's the only proof

That I’m still alive, still fighting through the dark

Trying to find a piece of light in my broken heart

Smoking this weed, it ain’t enough

Numbing my pain, but it’s all so rough

Can’t stop taking these drugs, yeah, I know it's bad

Let so many people down, it’s so sad

Yeah, yeah, I know it’s bad for my health

Fighting myself, like I need some help

But I keep going, filling up my space

Lost in this race, trying to heal this place

Maybe one day I’ll break free, find a better way

But for now, I’m stuck in this dark, cloudy day

Wishing I could turn back, change my path

Fight this shadow, escape the wrath

Yeah, I know it’s bad for my health

But this pain’s like a curse, I gotta deal with myself

Still searching, still trying to find some grace

In this lonely space, in this lonely space