[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, I know it’s bad for my health
Tried to drown the pain, but I keep to myself
Smoke in the air, still feel the ache
Running from myself, every breath I take
[Verse 1]
Night falls, shadows creeping on my mind
Running blind, can't find the peace that I need to find
Crush another pill down , trying to numb the hurt
Life's a battlefield, and I’m caught in the dirt
Thoughts are racing, can't keep them still
Every pill I pop, hoping it will heal
But these scars run deep, yeah, they run beneath
Feel like I’m fighting just to breathe
[Pre-Chorus]
I know it’s bad for my health, yeah, that’s the truth
But I’m addicted to the pain, it's the only proof
That I’m still alive, still fighting through the dark
Trying to find a piece of light in my broken heart
[Chorus]
Smoking this weed, it ain’t enough
Numbing my pain, but it’s all so rough
Can’t stop taking these drugs, yeah, I know it's bad
Let so many people down, it’s so sad
Yeah, yeah, I know it’s bad for my health
Fighting myself, like I need some help
But I keep going, filling up my space
Lost in this race, trying to heal this place
[Bridge]
Maybe one day I’ll break free, find a better way
But for now, I’m stuck in this dark, cloudy day
Wishing I could turn back, change my path
Fight this shadow, escape the wrath
[Outro]
Yeah, I know it’s bad for my health
But this pain’s like a curse, I gotta deal with myself
Still searching, still trying to find some grace
In this lonely space, in this lonely space