[Start soft. Slow. Barely above a whisper—like it hurts to admit this. Almost like you're talking to her but trying not to lose your cool.]
I hate you…
...but I love you more.
[Pause. Let it sit. Now sharp, bitter—like you're spitting out anger you can barely hold in.]
I wanna strangle you.
Beat the shit out of you.
[Quick inhale. Shift the tone. Less rage, more torment. Voice cracks a little.]
But damn—
I ache to hold you.
[Pause. Slow it way down. Each line like a heartbeat. Soft, intense.]
And when I do...
you feel safe.
Calm.
Loved.
Like home.
[Now darker. A little growl behind the words. You're not just saying this—you’re feeling it.]
I wanna rip the light outta those eyes—
fill them with pain.
Make you feel what I feel,
so we’re finally…
one in the same.
[Hard stop. Breathe. Soften, but keep the edge. This is your confession now.]
But still—
still—
I wanna be the one
those eyes light up for
when I walk through that door.
[Little smirk in the voice. Pride. Possession.]
Smiling.
Excited.
Happy to be
Daddy’s lil whore.
[Softer again. Almost tender. Like you’re watching her, picturing her face.]
I wanna see it—
the happiness.
The love.
Right there in your eyes.
[Final shift. Confident. Unshakable. Ride-or-die energy. Strong delivery.]
’Cause we?
We’re each other’s ride or die.
It’s always gonna be—
U & I.
Verse 2 (Extension – same energy, deeper obsession)
You don’t even know
what you do to me
just existing like that.
I replay your voice in my head
until it sounds like mine.
Until I can’t tell
where you end
and I start losing myself.
I don’t want distance.
I don’t want space.
I want you close enough
that your breath messes with my thoughts.
I wanna ruin your calm
just enough
that you only feel steady
when I’m around.
Verse 3 (Evolution – sensual breakdown, not rage)
I’m not angry anymore.
I’m past that.
Now it’s quiet.
Now it’s dangerous
because I’m choosing this.
I don’t wanna hurt you—
I wanna undo you.
Slow.
Intentional.
I wanna feel you give in
without asking.
Without fighting.
Not because you’re scared—
but because you trust me
to catch you
when everything drops.
Verse 4 (Surrender / Ride-or-die)
I see it in your eyes
when you look at me like that.
Like you already know
how this ends
and you’re staying anyway.
We don’t make sense.
We don’t behave.
We don’t walk away
when we probably should.
But you still come back.
And so do I.
Every time.
Ride or die.
You and I.
Outro (Whisper – already locked)
It’s always you…
Always you…
U & I…