I used to pop pills
And smoke weed for
A thrill used to snort
Through dollar bills
Used to bugs crawlin
Underneath my skin
Got way too drunk and
My head would spin, had to
Change my life or it was straight to
The pin.
I have to get cleaned and get sober
I felt like that the world we lived in
Was totally over, I was washing my life down
The drain I had bugs crawling all over
Inside My brain, I was going mentally insane
I even tried snorting like curt Cobain, I was
Living life like George jung from the movie
Blow, I was on top then I fell down below
I went below to the depths of hell i
Screamed and fucking yelled.
I have to get cleaned and get sober I felt
Like the world we lived in was totally over
I spent 4 months in rehab then I got out and
Fucking relapsed, started up cooking with Jesse Pinkman from breaking bad, thought
It was fucking rad, in reality my cooking was
Fuckin sad, got caught up in a lot of trouble
My life was beaten up like a pile of rubble
I was acting like a hard core rebel.
I used to pop pills and smoke weed
For a thrill, used to snort through dollar
Bills, used to bugs crawling underneath
My skin got way too drunk and my head
Would spin, had to change my life or it was
Straight to the pin.
I finally got cleaned and got sober
My war with addictions was finally
Over, now I been sober for over a year
Now I'm so happy and not even shedding
A tear, I can finally live life without living
In fear, I'm finally free from these fiery
Chains from down below, I'm finally free
From the blow, no more hangovers no more
Cooking in range rovers no more living life
like the world was totally over.
I used to pop pills and smoke weed
For a thrill, used to snort through dollar
Bills, used to bugs crawling underneath
My skin got way too drunk and my head
Would spin, had to change my life or it was
Straight to the pin.
DJMac2001
