Missed chances

We have been friends for 9 going on 10 years and I still will always be there at the end of the day but I hold back my feelings I have loved you since 2023 now I’m here in 2026 with the same feelings at the star I didn’t think I would care but you broke down my wall of fear and now I’m here you makes me care without even trying and when I look back at are messages I break down in tears because I should have told you how much I cared about you back then and my love you you will always be there but I know I miss my chance to be with you in all the best way and I hate my self ever single day because I was scared to take a chance and that because I never thought I would be good enough for someone as perfect and Beautiful as you and to this day the only thing I would change is I would take that chance to be able to you baby