Loner

Do you hear me?

I can’t see…

My vision goes out as my veins run dry…

Can nobody hear me as I am dying inside?

The echos of silence rings so loud around me

As the voices inside me scream and roar so loud….

My body runs cold to the touch as my heart begins to rust…

With each ball of pain a piece of me is chiseled away…

My clock is ticking but I can feel it trying to stop…

I keep pushing hiding the pain..

Wearing this mask that hides all my shame…

Tick….tock….tick…tock…

Screaming so loud but no one hears me…

Why am I still in shock?

I’m fully emerged under this water of dark pain and sparrows…

Chipping… my mask is chipping… chipping away ask my skin runs blue…

I am barely a thought you….

My heart has rusted over, yet still turned to ice…

I have created this wall around me so my pain can’t get out…

I feel so numb but this is all I know…

I’ll never be a bother again… it’s time to go…

Tick……tock…………ti…ck…….to….ck….

The clock begins to stop….