Escaping my addictions

Demons in my head, they're screaming my name

Tryna get away, but they're playing the game

Pills and smoke, it's a deadly claim

But I won't stop, no, I won't be tamed

Escaping my addictions, but they're always on my mind

Tryna find a way out, but I'm stuck in this grind

Codependency, it's a toxic ride

But I keep coming back, like a moth to the flame, I'm blind

Lost in the haze, tryna find my way

Demons got me trapped, night and day

Tryna break the chains, but they're holding me down

Escaping my addictions, but it's a never-ending round

Xanax and lean, they're my toxic friends

Tryna numb the pain, but it never ends

I'm searching for a high, but it's hard to find

Left me feeling empty, hollow, and blind

Lost in the haze, tryna find my way

Demons got me trapped, night and day

Tryna break the chains, but they're holding me down

Escaping my addictions, but it's a never-ending round

Maybe I'm addicted to the pain

Maybe I'm searching for a feeling that remains

But the more I chase, the more I lose control

And I'm left with nothing, but these empty holes

Escaping my addictions, it's a never-ending fight

But I won't give up, no, I won't give in tonight

I'll keep on fighting, till I'm free from this hell

Escaping my addictions, and maybe I'll be okay for a while.