Long Hallway
[Intro]
Yeah…
Everybody keeps saying, “You’ll be alright.”
Man… how the fuck would you know?
Y’all don’t hear this shit in my head.
[Verse 1]
Feel like I’m losing my motherfuckin’ mind, every thought got me trapped,
Overthinking every second, every memory, every gap.
Darkness closing in, got the walls squeezing tight,
Can’t breathe, chest heavy, every day another fight.
Body feel like concrete, yeah, I’m sinking too deep,
Wide awake every damn night, forgot how to sleep.
I’m drowning in my pain, trying to swim to the top,
Every time I catch my breath, life tell me, “Fuck, don’t stop.”
These voices in my head getting louder by the hour,
Trying to steal my peace, trying to strip me of my power.
Scars on my soul, too much fucked-up history,
Too many damn demons trying to make a home in me.
Smile on my face, but that shit just a mask,
‘Cause if you saw the real me, you’d be scared to even ask.
[Hook]
Somebody save me… ‘cause I’m losing my shit.
Every damn day feel like I ain’t built for this.
Walking through a long hallway with no exit in sight,
Swinging at my demons every motherfuckin’ night.
If you hear me… don’t let me fade away.
I’m just trying to survive one more fucked-up day.
[Verse 2]
Too many memories replaying back-to-back,
Every damn step forward feel like ten steps back.
Mind racing so fast, I can’t slow it down,
Trying not to drown while I’m already going down.
Silence became home ‘cause nobody understands,
Everybody got opinions, ain’t nobody lending hands.
I’m carrying this weight till my shoulders damn near break,
Trying to hold myself together while my whole world shake.
I’m screaming, “God, where the fuck you at?”
Trying to find my way but I’m lost in the black.
Still standing somehow after every damn scar,
Still chasing that light even if it’s too damn far.
[Bridge]
Maybe tomorrow won’t kick my ass again.
Maybe this pain finally come to an end.
One foot in front the other, that’s all I can do.
Even if I’m crawling through hell… I’m making it through.
[Final Hook]
Somebody save me before I disappear.
I’m screaming on the inside, hoping somebody hear.
Walking through this long hallway searching for the light,
Fighting every motherfuckin’ demon every night.
I ain’t quitting, even when my soul feel broke.
Still breathing… through every tear, every cuss, every choke.
[Outro]
Fuck these voices.
Fuck this darkness.
One day… I’m gonna find my way out.
Mrs2fine87
