While I Die Inside

Silent shadows, heavy breath,

Watching you walk into your best

While I’m drowning in regret,

Lost in echoes of the past

You promised me eternity,

But your words were just disguise

A mask you wore so carefully,

Hiding all those sacred lies

I stood by, too blind to see,

The games you played, the cracks in trust

Now I’m broken, can’t believe,

How love turned into dust

While you live your life so free,

I’m dying inside silently

Betrayed and left behind,

Lies are haunting my mind

You’re shining in your glow,

While I’m fading, slow and low

Used and thrown aside,

While you’re alive, I die inside

All the moments we can't take back,

Flood my soul, leaving scars

Watching you forget our past,

While I’m trapped behind these bars

Perhaps someday I’ll forget,

The love that turned to pain

Until then I’ll regret,

Watching you live my pain