My Own Curse

Yeah, I’m just a mess, a walking disaster, you know?

Living life in the slow lane, always a little too late

But I keep on, yeah, I keep on

Catch the early bus, miss it by a mile

Fall in the pool, splash, blood and tears compile

Got a date with the queen, feeling like I hit the jackpot

But I slip, setting the stage for one hot mess plot

Deep down I know, I’m my own worst curse

Chasing love’s glow, in a universe inverse

But still I burn, for the girl that I adore

Even if I burn bridges, won’t close that door

I’m my bad luck charm, cursed from the start

Clothes from Karn, tearing me apart

Love that’s misplaced, a heartbreaking fight

Living in chaos, day and night

Yeah, I’m my own curse, but I can’t let go

Caught in the mess, in my own shadow

Maybe someday, I’ll find a way to break

Or just keep drowning, in my own fake

Laugh at the chaos, laugh at the pain

Dust off the blood, start all over again

With every stumble, every slip, I learn a little more

Even if I drown, I’ll love her from afar

So here’s to the curse, to the bloody mess

Living on the edge, feeling blessed

Maybe I’m doomed, maybe I’m free, yeah

Just a misfit, in this crazy tapestry Good morning