[Verse 1]
Rust on the breastplate
Dried blood in the seams
Once I rode like thunder
For a god I never seen
Knee-deep in the ashes
Of a chapel gone cold
I whispered every prayer I knew
Got silence
And smoke
And mold
[Chorus]
I was a hammer in the dark
Swinging hard for a hollow name
Armor full of holes and scars
Still begging for a flame
Then a voice rose from the gutter
Not from sky or gilded throne
I found my faith in the unlikeliest place
In the broken
Calling me home
[Verse 2]
Dice roll in the tavern
Drunks curse every star
A kid steals a loaf of bread
From a priest at the bar
I catch his shaking wrist
See ribs like a counting frame
His eyes don’t know the scripture
But they know my shame
[Pre-Chorus]
He says
“Sir
Don’t hit me
I’ll run
You’ll never know”
I see myself in his terror
The boy I used to know (yeah)
[Chorus]
I was a hammer in the dark
Swinging hard for a hollow name
Armor full of holes and scars
Still begging for a flame
Then a whisper from the alleys
Cut deeper than a holy tome
I found my faith in the unlikeliest place
In the hungry calling me home
[Bridge]
[Soft organ and slide guitar under a low vocal]
I laid my emblem on the table
Watched it glow
Then fade to gray
Said
“If you ever cared at all
You’d walk these streets my way”
Then the kid took my gauntlet
Held it like a wounded dove
Said
“You don’t need a god for that
Just learn to swing it in love” (oh)
[Chorus]
No more hammer in the dark
I’m a shield for the castaway
Kneeling in the mud and straw
That’s where I learned to pray
Every curse word in the alleys
Sounds like psalms in a broken tone
I found my faith in the unlikeliest place
In the lost
I found my own
[Outro]
Spurs ring on cracked cobblestone
Moonlight on a dented crest
If heaven wants to walk with me
It can meet me with the rest
In every frightened
Filthy face
In every hand that shakes like mine
That’s my church
My oath
My grace
That’s my new
Unholy shrine