This past year has brought me to my knees , I’ve learned to let go of so many Material things , as I did this I noticed relationships that I cherished , they also was letting go so again brought me to my knees , with in all , I was really focusing on being on the right path , the one path that ones led to believe is straight and Narrow, I agree so I feel if my actions of the big let go is all relevant in the process I wish I could portray frame. By frame of the complete struggle All this is doing to me mentally it just don’t stop , I can’t seem to focus now there’s been a shift in my thought process of some crazy sort of a arrangements of current events I just really can’t sort , I’m stuck I think I need to get away maybe just float away in the big boat I don’t even know what to do rejection I must be reflecting , don’t dismiss my abandonment of the dark side of me isolated all in my head at my on speed pressure from persecution from a past I don’t live in walking on new roads now how do u fit in confused but I continue to walk heavy ness I carry this all seen so scary keeping my thought on God and how good he is You ask why is the good brought all this bad it’s a question I’ve been known to ask as well the answer is not for me to know but the faith it takes is a bit hard to taste excapet the shake his presences is all it takes