All it takes

(Verse 1)

This past year brought me to my knees

Learned to let go of what I thought I'd need

All those material things, like falling leaves

And in the empty space, a colder breeze

I saw the relationships I cherished, start to fade

They were letting go, a price I never weighed

And back down on my knees, again I prayed

Lost in the shadow that their leaving made

(Chorus)

And all this is doing to me mentally

It just won't stop, this crazy energy

A shift in thought, a chaotic storm at sea

I'm stuck, I think I need to just be free

Just float away, on some old, forgotten boat

This heavy heart is all that's left afloat

(Verse 2)

Pressure from a past I don't live in anymore

Walking these new roads, what am I walking for?

Confused, but I continue, though my feet are sore

Carrying this weight I was never meant to store

It all seems so scary, this world so vast

So I keep my thoughts on God, and hold on fast

You ask why good would bring all this bad?

It's a bitter question, the only one I've had

(Chorus)

And all this is doing to me mentally

It just won't stop, this crazy energy

A shift in thought, a chaotic storm at sea

I'm stuck, I think I need to just be free

Just float away, on some old, forgotten boat

This heavy heart is all that's left afloat

(Bridge)

Rejection, I must be reflecting

Don't dismiss my dark side, my own neglecting

Isolated in my head, at my own speed

This faith is a bit hard to taste, I must concede

But then I escape the shake, find a moment's grace

And feel His presence in this desolate place

That is all it takes... for another day.