GODS///VOID

DON’T—

SAY HIS NAME LIKE IT STILL MEANS SOMETHING

I watched the sky collapse in silence

No hands reached down—no divine intervention

Just bodies stacked like unanswered prayers

So where was He?

You built your temples out of bones

Then called it mercy, called it home

Taught me to kneel, to beg, to break

For something that would never wake

I carved devotion into my chest

Just to feel like I knew Him best

But all I found beneath the skin—

Was empty space… and nothing in it

You said He sees

You said He cares

Then why was I the only one there?

I DON’T BELIEVE IN GODS ANYMORE

I HEARD YOUR PRAYERS HIT THE FLOOR

I WATCHED THEM DIE INSIDE MY HANDS

AND STILL YOU TOLD ME “THIS WAS PLANNED”

IF THIS IS FAITH—THEN TAKE IT BACK

I WON’T KNEEL WHERE THE LIGHT TURNS BLACK

I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING I WAS—

AND YOU GAVE ME NOTHING… BACK

…you didn’t speak like that

Not like them

You didn’t try to fix the silence

You just sat inside it with me

And I didn’t have to pretend

I wasn’t still shaking

You didn’t ask me what I lost

You didn’t try to make it make sense

You just… stayed

If you’re something I can hold onto

Don’t disappear when I need you

Don’t turn into another ghost

Another name I almost knew

If you’re real, then stay right here

Even if I don’t believe

In anything beyond this moment—

You’re enough for me

I can feel it coming back

That weight, that pull, that collapse

Don’t let me go there again

I WON’T PRAY

I WON’T BOW

NOT AGAIN—

NOT. NOW.

YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME

AND CALLED IT “HOLY DESIGN”

SO IF THERE’S A GOD STILL WATCHING—

HE CAN WATCH ME DRAW THE LINE

I don’t believe in gods anymore

But I believe in the way you pull me close

Like I’m not something broken beyond repair

I don’t believe in gods anymore

But if there’s anything left worth fighting for—

It’s the way you’re still standing there

No heaven

No throne

Just you…

Or maybe I’m still alone