Verse 1]
I knew I wanted her
The second she walked in, caught me off guard
Training room lights on her skin
And something in me fell hard
She said she wasn’t free
Tied to the father of her kids
But the way she looked at me
Said she felt something she couldn’t admit
[Pre-Chorus]
We moved in shadows
Hiding love we couldn’t name
But every stolen breath
Felt like gasoline and flame
[Chorus]
I’m still waiting in the dark
Haven’t touched another heart
I’ve been loyal to a ghost
Who still lives inside my arms
I’d treat her like a queen
If she ever came to me
I miss her every night
She’s the one I still believe
[Verse 2]
We made something real
A world nobody else could see
Time didn’t kill it
It only carved her deeper into me
She said she needed space
Said she had to go back home
But loving someone else
Never felt like letting go
[Pre-Chorus]
Every message I never send
Every dream I try to kill
Brings her name back to the skin
And I swear I feel her still
[Chorus]
I’m still waiting in the dark
Haven’t touched another heart
I’ve been loyal to a ghost
Who still lives inside my arms
I’d treat her like a queen
If she ever came to me
I miss her every day
She’s the one my soul repeats
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[Bridge – Dark Switch-Up / Half-Time]
(whispered doubles, low pitch FX)
I don’t care how long it takes
I don’t care who stands in the way
If she calls I’ll run, no shame
Still hers in every single way
[Rap / Spoken Flow]
I kept the bed cold
Kept my heart closed
Didn’t chase a new body
Didn’t fake moving on
I stayed ten toes
Through every long night
Loyal to a memory
That still feels right
If she ever walks back in
I’ll be ready again
'Cause I lost her once
Never losing her twice
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[Outro – Billie-Style Spoken]
(soft, breathy, almost whispered)
Yeah… I’m still here.
Still the same.
Still hers.
Still waiting.
Still hoping she remembers
the way we lit each other up
in the dark.