edutation of self

im done trying to explain

to everyone 

everything 

now ill simply

walk through life

existing in perfect form 

thats it

silent in my stance

unchanging in my motion 

God or Satan 

heaven, hell

who really cares either way

im a spark of divinity demigod potentially 

human being incarnation 
not yet my knowledge if that includes reincarnation

either im born for the first and only time 
or perhaps I dont exist more so than as a legion the head monad of thought centers  emotional energy vectors, nervous systems, and cellular memory cores shifting in and out of monitored awake awareness 

fully cognitive comprehensive education 
intelligent intellectual knowledge seeking traction

momentum from my intention intuitive insight social intervention external energies colliding like waves under the ocean.

waves of light and sound 

color, touch, sense of taste and smell

all collectively combine into what I can consider me. ego and soul the sort of same thing. two eyes one born with a possible end the other no beginning no ending eternal in existence indestructible yet organic and alive sentient yet also meditative mindfulness involved in daily duties done by devotion 

love strong enough to turn and sink to the very bottom
 being wings for those lost drowning in darkness all alone unable to catch up on their own. pulled by the weight of tendrils infecting every point of consciousness and every form of communication. all control lost and clarity losing focus by the second due to falling from the higher Vantage. 

think of falling into a black hole. one of the last star systems in a void of no return yet to fully turn the tide forces rising losing hope. 

soul refused to fligh higher rather decided death is the destination for you both if not able to escape as a team inhaling desperately needed gasps of air in heaving breaths. 

holds it just in case you need a breath or two along the way soul gives it freely even if it might mean.

ego is the only one breaching in relief and soundly safe able to evade abysmal Grave in the abyss. soul took the place leading from the rear. wounded healer transmutation of all the pain and problems you cant overcome along the journey. 

soul is self married to love and will

ego is self understanding it has little overstanding of its own nature much less any other. 

two forms of who we are. the 99 percent holding hands with the 1 percent. 

no child elder sick or weak left behind. 

those much smarter faster stronger  waging war dying in the united effort to get the lesser home. even at the cost of the higher 

a parents unconditional care for their kid
a brother or sister that loves their younger sibling 
a best friend for life
the guardian angels 

the better you and me

WE!

mystical revelation of blended fields of mastery science maggick philosophy psychology etc fused as one perfect rap