Why do I cry

Why do I cry cuz I miss my brother. I don’t know why it hurt me like it does but it’s gonna be ok. I don’t know why it feels like I don’t fit in this family why do it hurt so bad and I keep feeling sad and I just keep going on trying not to let it get to me but I’m not that strong I just hope one day we all can come alone come alone and be a family we should why I love like I do it seem to more then it should