Gallons of tears
I spilled my heart like an open jar
Didn't know you take it this far
The faucet's broke dripping for years
All i got left is gallons of tears
All these letters crumbled up on the floor
Wishing things were back like they were before
No glue no patch can fix these gears
Keep drowning deep in these gallons of tears
Flooded streets and a river to cross
I'm the fucking sailor of the ship I was tossed
No life jacket no salvation near
I'm drowning can't swim in these gallons of tears
When it rains it pours heart pounds the same sound
I really need something to take away the pain now
i been down this road that gotta leave to something
Or give up now with what I got I have nothing
Gallons of tears drowning in my fears
Every word i write nobody hears
A letter to the void a cry I wrote
My soul spills out in my suicidal note
Gallons of tears fill up my room
Echoes of silence my impending doom
The walls closing in shadows start to gloat
This pen bleeds pain my suicidal note
Pages are heavy they carry my ache
The ink is my blood the scars I can't fake
Each line a scream no need to sugarcoat
This is my goodbye my suicidal note
But wait a flicker a faint light shines
A whisper inside says this life is mine
I crumble the paper I tear what I wrote
Hope battles despair in my suicidal note
Gallons of tears but the tide retreats
A fight for my life my heart still beats
I hold on tight though the pain still floats
I rewrite my story no suicidal note
Gallons of tears drowning in my fears
Every word i write nobody hears
A letter to the void a cry I wrote
My soul spills out in my suicidal note
I was lost in the dark no light to be found
Every step felt heavy every thought would pound
Depression had me chained my soul tied down
But he broke those links turned my life around
I heard his voice in the still of the night
Said hold on my child I'll make it right
The weight lifted off my heart took flight
Now I walk with purpose no end in sight
When the mind plays tricks and the shadows call
He's the strength that picks me up when I fall
No more thoughts of ending it all
God's love builds me strong I stand tall
I was drowning sinking deep in despair
But he reached right in showed me he cares
Now I'm standing here his love I declare
Every breath I take his presence is there
Gallons of tears drowning in my fears
Every word i write nobody hears
A letter to the void a cry I wrote
My soul spills out in my suicidal note
Faith over fear he wiped away my tears
Took the pain away silenced my fears
A new sunrise a brand new day
God's love came through showed me the way
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