Im barely a father
barely see my daughter
aware that ain't proper
it hurts me a lot
I rarely get offered
in court I get slaughtered
and spared for an offer
of all that I got
you use me as fodder
but I'm laynies father
and can't even call her
to gather her thoughts
but I'm off my rocker
a borderline stalker
go figure a father
that's actually not
go figure a father
who actually faught
now picture a father
mistreated distraught
down on his knees an
he pleadin to god
for a reason to bother
or even keep on
to go even farther
or leave an be gone see
Chorus: Every single night I fucking cry
to close my eyes yeah
there Ain't no rise and shine
It's Just the life that I despise and even when I'm tryna vibe an take some wisdom from the wise
they take the kindness
I apply Then try to
Play games with my mind
An This isn't just art
Shit tears me apart
ain't scared of the dark
But fear what it
Bring
Could break out the charts
and show ya the scars
the debt on my heart
The tears in the sink
The charge on the cards the lack of a car Us driftin apart
Still there in a blink
part of the problem but not the whole thing
Starting to ponder and honestly think
that you see our daughter
As part of a sting
But I won't be matyred or brought to the brink
By a mom who sees junkies as
Fatherly things
It not what you thought and fuck what you
Think cause
Chorus: Every single night I fucking cry
to close my eyes yeah
there Ain't no rise and shine
It's Just the life that I despise and even when I'm tryna vibe take some wisdom from the wise they take the kindness
I applyAnd try to
Play games with my mind
This isn't a diss
Me taking a piss
Or pitching a bitch
Over shits thats amiss
Its a pic of the
Pit where I'm
Finna to sit
Just gimme a tic and I'll give ya the sitch let's get to the list
The papers I get that would say your unfit the needles and rigs
that we found in the crib
The bullshit you spit to judges in wigs
The system you rigg just to get how you live
And I'm sick of the stigma
You stickin me with like I wouldn't be there had you given a shit when
Chorus:Every single night I fucking cry
to close my eyes
yeah there Ain't no rise and shine
It's Just the life that I despise and even when I'm tryna vibe take some wisdom from the wise they take the kindness
I applyAnd try to
Play games with my mind
Every single night I fucking cry
to close my eyes
yeah there Ain't no rise and shine
It's Just the life that I despise and even when I'm tryna vibe take some wisdom from the wise they take the kindness
I applyAnd try to
Play games with my mind
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