Spending every day like a replay like I’m reliving the same thing every day I’m live and spent healing trying to be the better me that I could be working hard to find my destiny what I’m supposed to be
Sometimes it’s hard seeing so many things trying to block my vision, so many obstacles slipping seeing a new side of things, but it’s still foggy trying to find my next step despite all the enemies in my life people who wish that I would die saying I’m a bad guy still defying them living and breathing walking around like nothing had happened anything is possible I’m in recovery from methamphetamines since I was 17 when it really hit me all the needles poking me constantly yet I still came out on top of things I’m getting away from speed breaking bad habits, becoming sober, embracing sobriety. It’s a possibility taking that step just to see the better aside the things trust me I should know. Spent five years getting high off dope. I’ll be in my low that was hard to say no gotta find a reason to let go sooner or later you’ll be paying the price for using it losing everything wondering where it all went pushing it all come back feeling like a heart attack wanting to come crawling back gotta distract
I feel like I’m spending every day like a replay like I’m reliving the same thing every single day I’m living spent healing trying to be the better me that I could be working hard to find my destiny what I’m supposed to be. I’m seeing so many things blocking my vision so many obstacle slip in the new side of things are still kind of foggy jogging right through it ain’t nothing gonna stop me from walking the process called my own recovery because only I can do for me unlike anybody was 17 on methamphetamines now about to be 23 still pretty clean.
