Lost or on track.

Do you think I'm lost or I'm perfectly on track for me. Am I to loving, at first, trying to help everybody I know, showing love immediately until thay cross me,

Sometimes that makes me fly off the handle feeling like people should be like me, feeling betrayed if they don't see things like me, the code to live by, really everybody should try to be as good as they can be to other people, until they cross them, proving thay are not worthy of the love flowing out, tends to be family letting me down, others too seemingly,

Do you think I'm lost or I'm perfectly on track for me. Am I to loving, at first, trying to help everybody I know, showing love immediately until thay cross me,

I play stupidity so thy will show me exactly what thay are doing, Psychology trickery for me using it to see them putting there cards on the table, Unbelievably how many people are good but golably listening to ploting bad people, peopleing for drama or stealing, I don't get down with conniving, not unless it's for the good of self preservation, just using it to see, alot of people aren't truthfully doing what seems to be, it's scary when you can see, definitely unsettling, but not losing faith there is good people peopleing, people things, helping, doing Holy things Goding, it's a reality really happening around everybody,

Do you think I'm lost or I'm perfectly on track for me. Am I to loving, at first, trying to help everybody I know, showing love immediately until thay cross me,

I think we're all God's, but some can't reach there good deeply hidden inside of them, bad things make good people bad unfortunately, along with Jealousy, everybody can't want good things for people doing better than them, if they only knew all they need to do to pull it to them, it will reward there soul and prosperity, by Truthfully feeling happy for people without jealousy or judging. Everything is what it's meant to be, we make our own destiny, our fate it set by what we feel, Truthfully, that's just a few things I believe, like I said my brain never stops braining to me different posabilatys, posably, happening,

Do you think I'm lost or I'm perfectly on track for me. Am I to loving, at first, trying to help everybody I know, showing love immediately until thay cross me,

I think blessings are for people trying to bless other's, just fore being people in need not trying to make up for something, but that's not upto me to be judging, people doing what thay do to keep living, unless it's directly effecting me or my chosen family Lovingly loved by me, trufulliy curious, curiosity Curiously wondering, listening because eventually they tell me unknowingly, usually makes me sad but I keep it to me so I see if it's directed at me so I can act accordingly, at that point, usually cutting them out of my reality,

Do you think I'm lost or I'm perfectly on track for me. Am I to loving, at first, trying to help everybody I know,