[Intro ]
[Verse 1 – Rap]
I saw him laugh and my lungs got tight
Not 'cause he lied, but somethin’ ain’t right
Heart skipped beats like a scratched up track
Eyes told truths that he never took back
He said “relax,” but I feel the fire
Tryna stay cool but I’m caught in the wire
It’s not her fault, it’s the space between
Where my thoughts build stories like a guillotine
I ain’t tryna be toxic, nah, I ain’t proud
But love got quiet, and my fears got loud
Every joke he makes with someone new
Hits like a ghost I can’t undo
[Hook – melodic rap]
Jealousy , she walks with me
In the silence, she talks to me
Not a stranger, she’s family
The shadow in my sanity
Jealousy , she wears my name
And I play her twisted game
She ain’t loud, she ain’t cruel
She just bends my golden rule
[Verse 2 – Rap]
I’ve been calm, been cool, been fake
But inside I’m glass that’s 'bout to break
I scroll, I stare, I overthink
Each like, each heart, each little wink
He says I’m “too much,” nah, maybe I care
Too hard, too deep and that ain’t fair
To me or him but I ain’t blind
I see what’s real between the lines
I’m not mad at her, it’s not even hate
It’s the fear of not bein’ enough he won’t state
She’s not in his arms, but she’s in my head
Sleepin’ right next to me in my bed
[Bridge ]
(Yeah)
I pray for peace, but she prays on me
A pretty lie in my honesty
Love got wings, but doubt got roots
And jealousy?
She wears my boots.
[Hook ]
Jealousy she walks with me
In the silence, she talks to me
Not a stranger, she’s family
The shadow in my sanity
Jealousy she wears my name
And I play her twisted game
She ain’t loud, she ain’t cruel
She just bends my golden rule
[Final Verse – Rap, faster flow]
She ain’t fire, she’s fog creeping slow
Turning maybe’s into “no,”
She’s the crack in the smile, itch in the trust
Turns “ride or die” into “lose or bust”
And yeah, I know love’s gotta breathe
But I’m out here choking on what I believe
I hold on tight, but that’s my sin
'Cause love don’t live where fear moves in
[Outro ]
Jealousy...
She’s not the villain I chose...
She’s just the whisper.
Of what love never shows.
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