Holding What Left Of Us

I’ve been walking through the silence

Where your shadow used to fall

Every memory feels violent

Like I’m bleeding through the wall

You said love was made of timing

But our clocks just fell apart

Now I’m staring at the wreckage

Of a once unbroken heart

And I keep replaying all the words we never said

Trying to breathe, but I’m drowning instead

’Cause I’m holding what’s left of us

In the ruins of your touch

I gave you all my truth

But it was never quite enough

Now the echo of your promise

Keeps on haunting me tonight

Oh, I’m holding what’s left of us

While you’re learning how to say goodbye

I can feel the fading distance

Growing longer every day

You were once my safe existence

Now you’re someone far away

I tried bending with your heartbeat

But the rhythm pushed me out

And the pain became the language

That we couldn’t talk about

And I keep pretending I can live without your name

But every step still whispers you the same

’Cause I’m holding what’s left of us

In the ruins of your touch

I gave you all my truth

But it was never quite enough

Now the echo of your promise

Keeps on haunting me tonight

Oh, I’m holding what’s left of us

While you’re learning how to say goodbye

Maybe loving me was heavy

Maybe loving you was blind

Maybe we were meant to break

So we could leave ourselves behind

But I still feel the fire burning

In the space you used to breathe

And I’m begging for the courage

Just to finally let you leave

Now I’m holding what’s left of us

But I’m ready now to stand

Every tear that tried to drown me

Made me stronger in the end

And the echo of your promise

Starts to fade into the light

Oh, I’m done holding what’s left of us—

I’m learning how to say goodbye