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Lyrics
[Intro]
Got ink on my fingers
Got blood on my past
If you’re reading this letter
Then I’m gone at last
[Verse 1]
Dear God, it’s me, the lost cause
Wrote laws in the street, broke laws
Whole life chasing that quick applause
Dark palms, dirty money in my sock drawer
I lied, I stole, I swung first, asked later
Treated every good heart like a favor
Mom prayed over plates by the radiator
I skipped grace, hit the block, came back greater
Greater at hurting, greater at hiding
Greater at turning my guilt into silence
Every prayer that I heard, I’d fight it
Said your name as a joke in the violence
But tonight this pen feel heavy
Page look bright, my hands unsteady
If the sirens come quick and the lights go empty
Read this slow, ‘cause my sins come plenty
[Chorus]
So I’m writing you a note, God, before I go
All the things I never said that you probably know
If I drown in the dark that I called my home
Hold this page to your heart, don’t let me die alone
Yeah, I’m writing you a note, God, every crooked line
All the hurt that I sold, all the stolen time
If my breath run out ‘fore I touch that sky
At least you heard me once before I die
[Verse 2]
Dear God, I remember that Sunday school
Little me, one cookie, broke every rule
Pocketed four, told ‘em “I ain’t a fool”
Guess that’s when I chose which road I’d use
Fast forward, I’m grown with a cold grin
Toast up bad deals, call it “win-win”
Every promise I made, I’d fold it thin
Used love like a ladder then kicked it in
I hurt women that trusted my smile
Left kids with my eyes and my crooked style
If they talk to you later when they’re hurting inside
Tell ‘em daddy was a ghost that forgot to try
I ain’t asking you to paint me a saint
I ain’t asking you to say I ain’t what I ain’t
Just… measure me by more than my worst frame
If there’s a file on my soul, add this page to my name
[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m writing you a note, God, before I go
All the things I never said that you probably know
If I drown in the dark that I called my home
Hold this page to your heart, don’t let me die alone
Yeah, I’m writing you a note, God, every crooked line
All the hurt that I sold, all the stolen time
If my breath run out ‘fore I touch that sky
At least you heard me once before I die
[Bridge]
If there’s mercy for the ones that burn it all (burn it all)
If there’s light for the ones that learn too late (too late)
You can send me where the broken battles fall
But watch my people while I fade
Take my spots, trade ‘em for their peace
Use my name cheap, but let their pain ease
I sowed storms, let ‘em feel your breeze
If you hate my ways, still love my seeds (yeah)
[Chorus]
So I’m writing you a note, God, before I go
All the things I never said that you probably know
If I drown in the dark that I called my home
Hold this page to your heart, don’t let me die alone
Yeah, I’m writing you a note, God, every crooked line
All the hurt that I sold, all the stolen time
If my breath run out ‘fore I touch that sky
At least you heard me once
At least you heard me once
At least you heard me once before I die
Details
GeneratedMar 9, 2026
Duration4:07
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Moody, cinematic hip-hop with male vocals; slow, knocking drums and deep, pulsing bass under eerie vocal chops and sparse piano stabs. Verses stay conversational and close-mic’d, with distant choirs swelling in the hook. Final chorus adds subtle string pads and layered ad-libs for a tragic, uplifted climax, leaving a long reverb tail on the last line., beats
Credits
Prompt by
Infecktious_YouTube
Infecktious_YouTubeModelAria v5
Prompt
A rap song about a guy writing a note to God before he dies and is writing everything he wants God to know. This guy has done all bad his whole life. Make it rhyme with smart lyrics and unique beats.
