I’m traumatized and I can’t seem to understand why.
I’m out of sight but I still feel the gaze from your eyes. Paralyzed, stuck looking up at the sky.
Tonight I promise that I’ll be alright.
It’s hard to mask my feelings because there too much to hide.
I’ll over stride just so I can make it right.
I fly a kite and it will go farther than I.
I’ll be polite as I speak from my own mind.
I’m up all night trying to keep my head above ground.
A delight new tune I made with a unique sound.
Singing into the mic to stop me from pacing around.
Bright lights, brighter than my background.
I miss the days when I was a kid playing in the sand.
I’ve made mistakes but I have friends that’ll lend me a hand.
They will say that they will be here always.
Hard days get harder especially with heartbreak.
I’m traumatized and I can’t seem to understand why.
I’m out of sight but I still feel the gaze from your eyes.
Paralyzed, stuck looking up at the sky.
Tonight I promise that I’ll be alright.
Camera shy, I don’t smile cuz I always need to cry.
Synthesize, piece by piece, I hope you realize.
I will rise up but soon I shall fall from a great height.
All the lies, they hurt because they seemed so nice.
If I ever die, please put flowers on my grave.
This life of mine is beating me up more than I’d like to say.
I’m in my prime but so desperate for a real sign.
All this time I was walking down the wrong line.
I’m traumatized and I can’t seem to understand why.
I’m out of sight but I still feel the gaze from your eyes.
Paralyzed, stuck looking up at the sky.
Tonight I promise that I’ll be alright.
In disguise hiding from my feelings, it’s no surprise.
I’m not energized, but slowly I’m coming back to life.
I’ll be alright tonight.
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