Brain just a few questions

Brain just a few questions from me to you,
Why are there so many different
Thoughts, thinking about thoughtful, thinkings, Thoughtfully,  ploting,  plots,  pondering, pondered, planning,  posabilatys, possibly, ideas, thoughts, planing repeating, repetitive, repeatedly, 
Hundreds of things, ADHD is a hell of a drug, Fear and bravery, in-between you and me life can be terrifying, terrifyingly, freaky,  crazy, what people try to do, and doing, it's insane, crazy,  My brain has no chill, un chillable and when it does I feel like it's breaking up with me, making my mind crazy,  Overloading or checking out on me never a comfortable middle zone, usually won't leave me alone, keeping me in Atleast 4 zones at a time ready to fier back quickly, swiftly, undoubtedly, but kinda balancing, keeping me from overloading other people with all the ADHD, 
Do I even really know me, what's this head doing to me, this is what the over thinking looks like ya see, totally uncomfortably thinking, thoughts, thoughting, to many different, posabilatys, most likely not  possible, highly unlikely that it's a real possibility, but maybe. I'm not really even talking about anything,  just letting things out of my mind about  nothing but thinking without saying anything, wasted thoughting,  I should be Thoughtfully Thinking  about something  posative, posabilatys, posabily, gravatating gravatashional pull, to me good things and ideas, Magneticly pulling ,greatly powerful greatness, good things, comming to me, 
Braining for me I like keeping it in my head, my brain that is, it's the thoughts just pore out like a broken water spout, money ideas, coming to me but not following through,  Maybe not sometimes,  but usually slightly stupidly, working mentally on everybody's else's problems trying to salve there misery, I be over caring if that's possible to be, maybe a good person or a bad one finding comort in there misery being worse than mine, showing me I'm better than I seem to be to me, but not better than anybody in any situation like me, but really mine is good not bad really good relationship happy, beautiful beauty, beautifully BeautiFly, in my opinion, life is exactly what it's meant to be, I just have to wait to see, but I believe it's good for the ones around me, I think everybody is happy,  hopefully they are, it's like I'm some kind of Magic guy magicaly manifesting good things, that could be anybody, really just have to believe, following your  happiness making your dreams a reality, I'm just extremely lucky, even with all the bad things  that have happened to me, I still believe good keeps coming, 
Brain just a few questions from me to you,
Why are there so many different
Thoughts, thinking about thoughtful, thinkings, Thoughtfully,  ploting,  plots,  pondering, pondered, planning,  posabilatys, possibly, ideas, thoughts, planing repeating, repetitive, repeatedly, 
Hundreds of things, ADHD is a hell of a drug, Fear and bravery, 

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