[Verse 1]
Left me on read again
Blue ticks, no reply
I scroll up through our messages
Just to watch us die
You used to laugh too loud
Steal my hoodie, steal my fries
Now I'm staring at my ceiling
Seeing wonder in your eyes
[Pre-Chorus]
I blame myself in circles
Replay every word I said
If I was harder, if I was softer
Would you still be in my bed? (yeah)
[Chorus]
I'm so empty
Lost in my own room
Heart on silent
Still ringing about you
You walked out
Like I meant nothing at all
It's hard to lose love
Harder learning to fall
I'm ashamed of how I beg
For the slightest bit of mention
All this pain just from
A lack of your attention
[Verse 2]
Friends say “you gon’ be fine”
But they never saw you cry
Makeup on my white tee
Mascara on a goodbye
You said you “need some space”
Guess I gave you what you need
Now it’s me and all these questions
And a phone that never rings
[Pre-Chorus]
I scroll past all your pictures
Act like I don’t want you back
But I still flinch at your birthday
Still rehearse the things I lack (yeah)
[Chorus]
I'm so empty
Lost in my own room
Heart on silent
Still ringing about you
You walked out
Like I meant nothing at all
It's hard to lose love
Harder learning to fall
I'm ashamed of how I beg
For the slightest bit of mention
All this pain just from
A lack of your attention
[Bridge]
How do I move on
From the way you said my name?
From the little inside jokes
Now they only taste like shame
I’m healing at a slow pace
But I’m standing up, I swear
If you don’t ever look back
I’ll still find myself somewhere (somewhere)
[Chorus]
I'm so empty
Lost in my own room
Heart on silent
Still ringing about you
You walked out
Like I meant nothing at all
It's hard to lose love
Harder learning to fall
I’m ashamed I gave you all
Every piece, every dimension
You broke my heart in silence
With your lack of attention