[Verse 1]
You said “forever” in the driveway
Hands still shaking from the fight
I kept every word you gave me
Like stained-glass letters in my mind
You kissed my forehead like a promise
I wore your jacket like a shield
Thought I knew what safe could feel like
Till I saw the truth you hid
[Chorus]
I miss you like a funeral
Black dress heart
Unsaid goodbye
Loved you till it burned my bones
Now all I taste is rust and lies
You were my church
My fatal halo
Prayed to you with open eyes
I miss you like a funeral
But I won’t let you watch me die
[Verse 2]
Your name still rings across my ribcage
Cracked bells shaking in the dark
Your ghost is living in my mirror
Tracing fractures in my scars
You turned our secrets into weapons
Every “always” into ash
I was bleeding in your bedroom
While you laughed behind my back (yeah)
[Chorus]
I miss you like a funeral
Black dress heart
Unsaid goodbye
Loved you till it burned my bones
Now all I taste is rust and lies
You were my church
My fatal halo
Prayed to you with open eyes
I miss you like a funeral
But I won’t let you watch me die
[Bridge]
Was I just a story you rehearsed?
Pretty tragedy for your pride? (your pride)
You built me wings from broken glass
Then blamed me when I couldn’t fly
[Chorus]
I miss you like a funeral
Black dress heart
Unsaid goodbye
Loved you till it burned my bones
Now all I taste is rust and lies
You were my church
My fatal halo
Falling embers in the sky
I miss you like a funeral
But this is where our love
Goes to die