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I wasn’t gonna do this, but lately I’ve been through some things

Both of my brothers just got shot, man I don’t know who to blame

They don’t care about what I say, but I’ve been steady in my lane

They don’t understand—I let it out through music, not for fame

We can’t see eye to eye, but I ain’t here to feud

Doing interviews and all that talking—that’s not what real ones do

Hop outside, we in the car—my heart goes boom boom boom

God forbid someone push me, then I might just break the rules

I try to chill, but people keep testing my peace

I’m going to school, working hard, just praying for relief

It’s been three months with no protection, I finally feel released

But if we catch him outside, you know the heat won’t cease

I just got the call—my best friend is gone

So now we ballin’, no stalling, gotta keep pressing on

He keeps calling, I’m haunted, but still I stay strong

I’m holding in pain, but I swear I won’t fall for long

My brother told me I’ll be great, just stay the course

Even when I’m broken, I keep going with full force

I hate school sometimes—it don’t feel like it’s real

But I still go for mama—I told her, “We gon’ heal”